Had very little sleep last night. Unsure if this is because my weekend was insanely busy, because all I ate was a key lime bar, a lemon bar, and two scoops of ice cream yesterday, or because LucasArts cut off negotiations with Bad Brain Entertainment about Sam & Max 2. The latter of these has upset me to an unfortunate extreme. The other two just made me really tired. And now I'm nauseous, as well, for whatever reason.
I don't want to say I don't care, because apathy is death. Worse than death, because at least a rotting corpse feeds the beasts and insects.
Apathy is death.
Apathy is death.
Apathy is death.

wait wait wait... I loved "The Bourne Identity". Who did he play? Who's "The Professor"?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACLYN. And Elijah Wood. Hah, I wonder if Syl forgot about EJW's birthday again...

So. Clive Owen new favorite for next Bond. I've never seen anything with him in it, but I have seen Hugh Jackman & Ewan McGregor, and I am rooting for either of them. I'm sure Clive Owen is fine, whatever. I don't really like James Bond movies *that* much anyway.

Hmm. Clive Owen is kind of hot. I like his jaw. It's very chiseled.

Does anyone remember that commercial on the radio with those monks for that Sony thing? It's really funny. And I recorded it on a tape about four years ago. A tape which I have now found and which also includes "Better Man" by Pearl Jam and some other hits of the late '90s/early 2000s from 97.3 KLLS aka Alice. Which actually has other similar names in other laces. I think in Washington or Oregon or something it was called "Rosie". Or did I make that up?

Am I listening to Lenny Kravitz? I have no idea.
OH, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY CONNIE (yesterday).

Self-scheduling was unexpectedly easy. I was in and out of the gym arena thing in 10 minutes flat. Of course, it was really hard to write things, as my hands were violently shaking. Still, I made it without a hitch, really. So I win.
I saw the Phantom of the Opera again... oh man, I love it. And then good buddy Syl lent me the whole soundtrack on "audio cassette". After much searching, I found my old portable tape player, recorded the whole thing on two new blank tapes (shame) and am now listening to the lovely soundtrack.
On audio cassette. Retro.
Of course, this meant that throughout the whole 3 day weekend, I got about an hour of KotOR 2, but I made up for that as I zoomed through most of Korriban half-asleep last night. I wish I had Force lightning in "reality".

OH, and finals are over and I got a miraculous B on my bio final, which was an improbable event, as I never really pay attention in that class. Mostly I sit and write lengthy crap about Atton in the back of the room. I figured out that "Atton" sounds a lot like "Atone," which may be symbolism about how he is atoning for his sins by staying and aiding me. See? This is what happens in the back of Hill's classroom. Not my fault he's boring. MONK SEASON PREMIERE TONIGHT. DANGIT.


In your eyes, people see shards of ice
everywhere... You are cold and distant, pushing
away people that love you and truely care for
you! You want to be able to reach out and love
them but... You can't for some reason... You're
just too.... You :P Underneath that cold
exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to
let loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would
probably be anywhere up high where you can look
down on life below you, like the roof of an
apartment building... Your eyes resemble a
saddened, crestfallen person seeking out
attention, but doesn't know how to handle it.
However, you do find comfort from your friends,
they're always there for you, and they know the
REAL you :) Even though you do seem rather
cold, you can be very protective over something
you truely believe in or love. Let go of that
"tough" rep and just be you! It's
impossible to live life without some fun and
love ^-^


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Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)


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Hmm. I got that picture as a result on a completely different quiz...

I get really paranoid when people respond to my posts on IMDb. I read the subject line on my email, and I say, "Oh no! What did I say?? WHAT DID THEY SAY?? DO THEY HATE ME?????!"
And then the response ends up being, "Oh yes, I agree." And then I'm all, "Oh. Yes. Right, then, back to work."
m_walter1 just sent me a command to ACT AS NEXT OF KIN. Well, JUST WATCH ME NOT!!! AHAHAHAHA!!
Lots of cutscenes on KotOR 2 I've never seen before where Kreia keeps calling the Disciple "tiny Jedi". And is Mandalore really Canderous? When you first run into him, Kreia talks to him about how she knows about how "she left you broken on the Outer Rim," and after some things I've learned from the first game, I'm theorizing that Mandalore and Canderous (or Mandy & Candy, as I tend to call them) are the same people. I need the strategy guide as soon as I finish the DS game so I can just finish every sidequest and be happy.
I'm also really mad because I didn't have enough influence with Atton for him to tell me his entire tragic backstory last night. This angers me, as last time he told me his entire life story the first time and BOOM he was a Jedi.
Haha, Bao-Dur's the only Light Side party member left, because I can't influence him and still retain MY BEAUTIFUL WICKEDNESS.
I think Bao-Dur seems like the type to listen to a lot of Moby. He's cool.
Okay, I'm a psycho.

UPDATE: Finals still suck!!

L-
Colin Farrell... never thought of that. He could pull that off. In the cutscenes on the Hawk, he was always hinting and arguing with the Disciple and stuff, and I really thought it was going to lead up to something. Talk about anticlimax. And Dark Side... well, I still take Atton everywhere, so I've been gaining influence over him a lot, and it's really painful to turn him Dark Side and watch his face change. It's more fun to be a Dark Sider on Dxun and Onderon, because you can't take Atton, and then I don't feel guilty. But then I take Atton on another planet and I feel more guilty. Sheer evil.

A quick note before I get to anything interesting:
FINALS are EVIL.

Anyway, wow. I thought I was the only one who ever googled "Atton Rand" but I guess not. Yay! Also, I'm glad that someone found my blog through googling a hot guy (albeit a hot video game character). I found my blog once by googling "Dominic Armato".

L-
Did you have Kreia tell you Atton's future? That was the crushing blow for me. After all that work... I mean, it was so easy to snag Carth in the first game, but yah, I was about ready to kill something when that game ended. I kept waiting for an ending cutscene or something, but... nothing.
I'm doing my obligatory-yet-hateful Dark Side character now... it makes me really sad to turn Atton to the dark side, which may be really pathetic on my part. But he's hot.
As for the question of who could play him well in a movie, hmm... that's difficult. I'll have to think about that...

It's a Wonderful Life in 30 Seconds, as reenacted by bunnies.

Also, I'll get to doing a JoeBob rant soon, but finals are next week. So bleah, just chill, k?

Eating: RUNTS
Sitting: In the library (they don't know I'm eating Runts)
Listening To: Nickelback's "The Long Road"
Surfing: IMDb: Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic trivia
Best quote: from KotOR 1: Revan: Gamorrean pig-man! -- Carth Onasi: Oh, ouch. I think you hurt my man-feelings with that one.
Eagerly Awaiting: The end of time
Dreading: Finals. GAAAAA. And Ethnic Lit. 10 minutes from now.

My headphones are really psycho right now. One side only works if I'm tilting my head and staring at the ground, so I look like a freak, twitching my head while I'm trying to make 'em work.

OH MAN. I finished KOTOR2. AND I AM DEVASTATED. I was seriously screaming at the game. But I'm not going to give away the ending. Cos that would upset some of you. Unless everyone else finished it first because they don't have time limits like I do. Death! Death to you all!
Seriously. I'm all destroyed on the inside and stuff. GAAAAAA. I get way to attatched to these.

Hmm. I feel better now that I have a watermelon Runt. YAY for Runts.

But the headphones situation is just unacceptable.

Happy 36th Marilyn Manson. We're all so excited for you.
And while you're celebrating Marilyn Manson's birthday, go to stalkingjoebob.blogspot.com and learn about the power of the mind!
Woo.

And now we're back. School. Lovely, yes?

NO.

I miss Atton Rand already. (I went through this, yes? Knights of the Old Republic 2? Hot Atton Rand with the deadly secret that I don't want to give away and ruin for the few of you out there who play this and the rest of you who should? He so loves me. Muahahahaha. I will own him, I will.)

Anyway, I was thinking of bringing the insert to the game to school, but that would be just asking to get mocked and stuff, and I have much less geeky ways of doing that. Like existing.

Now I regret my pride. I miss my Atton. I want to talk to him randomly just to hear him say, "Something up?"

Durn.

I am proud to present...

...

The mystery, the magic, the terror....

...

STALKING JOEBOB

...

has arrived.