i have a few words about this so-called extravaganza called Winterball that all those people went to:
I'M GLAD I DIDN'T.
Why? BECAUSE I GOT MY HW DONE. On SATURDAY. So i didn't have to do ANYTHING on Sunday. EXCEPT PLAY 7 DAYS A SKEPTIC WHICH IS THE BEST FREEWARE GAME EXCEPT FOR 5 DAYS A STRANGER.

Fricking OWNED.

I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to lie
So this is goodbye
This is goodbye

Tell the truth you never wanted me
Tell me

In my dreams I'm jealous all the time
As I wake I'm going out of my mind
Going out of my mind

So I must be really sick, because I came to school early and I'm sitting, guiltless, in fromt of this computer when I should be fruitlessly struggling over my math homework.
I feel younger than usual. I'm listening to the early Varttina album "Seleniko," which was my favorite when I was about 7. It's really a lovely album, and it reminds me of foggy days when I used to go to Subway every day at about noon after kindergarten was over, or just of any days back in elementary school. Playing "Indiana Jones and the Fate of Atlantis" every Saturday for 3 solid hours or eating goldfish with Syl while watching "Mary Poppins".
I don't want to walk out and discover that those days are over.

Actually, yes, I am being made to celebrate Chanukah/Hannukah this year (I'm not Jewish, I'm Christian-YES MORMONS ARE CHRISTIAN), which means I get a little present every day. Day before yesterday, it was a mini-magic 8 ball. Fun.

$_$

Mod 8:
Damico: If I were a genie, I'd grant wishes literally. Like, if someone said they wanted "a million bucks," I'd give them a million male deer.
Damico: And if they said they wanted "fame and fortune," I'd give them the magazines.

"Hello, I have never done this before so I hope it works.  But I am

stalking you over the Internet, and I discovered both your blog and xanga

recently.  And I would like to make one comment: Your xanga is sometimes

a wee bit hard to read because of the white parts in the background and

the white text that you write in.  Or maybe it's red - I really can't

remember.  But it's just sort of hard to read sometimes.  I don't know

if you care or want to fix it, but I have just noticed this.  Anyway,

they are quite enternaining, although I think you should mention me more.

Really, you haven't in like a million years!  And what's-his-face and

all your little Lowell people are on there constantly!  This is

discriminatory against SOTA people!  So MENTION ME!  OR I WILL...I WILL...PUSH

YOU!!!  AND FORCEFEED YOU POTATO PANCAKES!!!  By the way do you hafta

celebrate Chanukah atcher house?  If you do you're lucky!  Hanukkah is

cool!  Jews rule!  I want to be a Jew!  You should write a blog about

how much you friend wants to be a Jew.  That would be rilly rilly funny,

actually it would only be kinda funny but you should anyway!!!  So

there.  Well cheerypip.  SYL"

Masochistic Love Run
by Adriane

I don't know why I deal with you
I don't know why I try
When every night the thought of you
Keeps me up to cry
I can't forget you broke my soul
I can't erase the stain
But how can I describe it?
I'm hooked on your disdain.
You walked away, your thoughts were gone
You forgot all thoughts of me
And now I'm aching all around
I can't believe you didn't see
I can't forget how much it hurt
I can't destroy the pain
How else can I explain it?
I'm hooked on your disdain.

I am reaching, but I fall
And the stars are black and cold
As I stare into the void
Of a world that cannot hold

I'll escape now from that world
From the world of Adriane
There is nowhere I can turn
There is no way
to
go
ON

Ok, I've been listening a bit to the PotO soundtrack, and I think I've adjusted quite well to everything but Minnie Driver's overly comical Carlotta. So yay.
But if they mess up "Track Down this Murderer," I kill them all.

degrassi update
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NO. DON'T LET RICK DIE. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
DON'T DO IT RICK!!!! NO ONE DESERVES TO DIE LIKE THAT!!!
i love him
EMMA KILLED HIM
NO

Listening to the PotO soundtrack on Rhapsody... WHY don't they have "Down Once More/Track Down this Murderer" on Rhapsody? It's definitely the best song... Emmy Rossum has a really nice voice, though. Even according to the overly critical sister thing.
Gerard Butler... that may take some getting used to. But we'll see when it comes out. He's hot, anyway...

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THEY POSTPONED THE HIM CONCERT UNTIL FEBRUARY 26TH.
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AND I PUT OFF DOING HOMEWORK THAT I COULD HAVE FINISHED FOR TOMORROW.
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GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!